Sunday, June 2, 2024

Sorry

"I'm sorry."

"It's not your fault"

"Oh I'm not sorry for me, I'm sorry for the worldAs a human in this place, as a representative thereof, I'm sorry. Sorry for the worlds pressures that put you in the place to make that no-win decision. Sorry for the worlds problems that added up to the situation you are in. Sorry that you are powerless in some situations. Sorry that you got unlucky too many times in a row and had to crash and burn. Sorry that you now have to reteach yourself. Sorry that you are the student and the teacher, the marble and the sculptor. Sorry that you have to relearn what is real and who is real. Sorry that you didn't have good teachers, a good role model, or example. Sorry that you slipped through the cracks. Sorry that it hurts - body, soul and mind. 

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Cry if you have to. Cry if it helps. I'll say 'dont cry' if you think that'll help. But don't hold it back, don't hold it in. Cry and accept, cry and give in. 
 
Cry for what's lost, grieve the immutable past. 

Hope for what's coming, try for your best. Plant the seeds - not everything is solved in a day, not anything is solved with a thought or a book or a decision. Plant the seed you need tomorrow for the shade to come in the unknowable future. 

I'm sorry. Will you forgive me? We can move on together. Please, just take my hand."

Monday, October 9, 2023

"Corporate Greed"

More and more discussions are arising about corporations and their "greed". The term "corporate greed" is an error in personifying a machine. 

When we personify we make a grave mistake in empathizing with a machine who by-definition can never empathize with us - can never care about our interests, much less act in a way recognizable to humans. Greed is after all a sin reserved for humans, no other animals are capable of it in any significant way - let us keep it that way! To extend the same feelings to a corporation is insane and reductive.

The need for an emotive and concise description for a powerful entity behaving destructively is necessary - Greed is just off the mark in a dangerous way. 

Millionaires are not greedy. Billionaires are not greedy. Trillionaires  are not greedy... 

No one has a billion dollars in their checking account. No - financial institutions are created to protect, reinvest, and continue to build the machine. Human-centric values are removed from the equation. The algorithm-language can reduce all externalities to cold-steel variables. Variables which can be calculated to either be good for the machine's power, or obstacles. The most successful algorithm destroys its obstacles. Even if the obstacles may have existed for a reason, or deserve to exist on their own merit? That is not an issue for the algorithm - the obstacle should have thought of that before it decided to be poor!
 
These machines are acting in the same accordance that any other life 
is - to survive under external pressure and to propagate for future generations. However when one becomes a x-ionaire the magnitude and scale of the power the machine applies is different. It becomes a disconnected entity that propagates itself like a living creature. A creature that no longer speaks the human language - only the language of money - money which must be consumed to survive. Consumed on a daily and exponential basis. 

Given the opportunity all life will try to overcome its obstacles to survival. Since it no longer speaks a human language it will expand its power in every way to gather more power. 
 
The costs of survival in ever more extreme environments for common multi-cellular life are met with diminishing returns. However when everything has a price tag, and the machine has more currency than anything, there is only this outcome.

The creation of insulating layers seems justifiable with the objective of survival. However this analogy breaks down as we recognize the machine's life is incomparable with our own. The creature gathers layers of bureaucracy and management to enact it's only brutal objective - to survive. The enormity of the creature will make it's choices less and less recognizably human. Machines are not greedy - they are expressions of natural tendencies. 

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Fortune set in motion by luck or genealogy continues to warp our one world into the grotesque.

Taking suggestions for a new word for this type of life - this monster-machine.